A Sad Poem

These lights are flashing before my eyes my body is cold why is it so cold I keep wondering how many times I've told myself I want to die but I keep telling myself in my head that when I'm in my death bed that when I get to heave that I said I wish I could have told myself that I had so much to live for why why did I die I don’t know why can I sigh when I die if I sigh no body would have liked cause if I died I broke a promise I told my friends I wouldn’t die why would I say I wouldn’t die why oh would I die cancer is my big worry I care they care do you care its not fair when I'm in heaven can I pull out my hair just cause I broke a promise a promise is forever but what if I never promised anybody I wouldn’t die when I'm in heave can I fly that’s if I die if I die I just want to fly if I die that’s a problem its ok I don’t half to fly if I do fly I don’t want to sigh cause if I sigh then that means I think about my death but to let you know I ain't gonna die like I said I'm not gonna die at a young age

By: Bret Elifrits